cloudy cloudy

Voice getting "sexier" due to over karaoke.... OMG... been singing for like twice a week d...

Anyway,life getting sucky here...

The clerk from FES General Office warn me that i mayb bar from the final exam!!! The reason? DAmmit... i din pass up the particular form!!! WTF... haha... because of this the uni wanna bar me from examination? wat a joke... u c... they expect us to pass up the form every single year...wat a stupid idea!!! anyhow... i ganna pass it up within this week la... haha... to prevent me getting barred from the final exam ma... shit...

Going back home town this week... For ching ming... should i call ching ming a festival??? neh... dun wan la... ching ming is not a day i go pub/club to drink... its a day i go to clean my grandparents "house"... so... not a festival....

this is the "house" i mean...

OMG... i miss my grandma...i miss u popo :( *sob sob*....

well... speaking about my grandma(my mother side).... haix... miss her so much.... few years had passed lu... i remember she joined the "Angels society" sometimes after i got my stpm result... wow... 3 years... i still can remember her touch... oh dear...

I remember when i was little...my mom feel sick... REALly SICK!!! and was in a major operation...my grandma is the 1 take care of my family...

haha... i remember when we went holiday with her... we were late for the train n we ran in the terminal to rush for the f-ing train.... hehe... she need injection on her knee after that... kesian my grandma...

i remember i used to send her to the old folk house every single day at 5pm....she stay in my house in the morning... then spend her night time in the old folk house... this is because she need to be taken care 24/7 due to the reason she cant walk lu... (this is the fucking good and wonderful idea from her son aka my uncle...knn!!)

i remember i spent countless nites with her in the hospital.... her last visit to the hospital... haix...
damn....

well... din really dream of her lately... maybe she had been promoted to be the chief of angel due to her kindness.... that's y she has no time to visit us... its ok....





MISS U VERY MUCH GRANDMA.... i'll b good... just like wat u said to me everytime i sent u back to the old folk house... every damn day u asked me to b good... well... tell u something... i been good all these time... hehe...



Oh... life going to be busy for this month... lab tests coming.... all sort of tests coming... assignment due date... presentation!!!! OMG... somemore not to mention that my final exam is only 1 month from now.... tiu... so gonna die....


but hey... i looking forward for the 1st week of April... hehe... going for a short holiday.... fuyoh... still got time to go holiday... wanna die ah!!! haha... no la... recharge ma.... must de...

i going here.... can u guess?

no... i wont tell u where it is... tell u later...

and and and... sem break.... i wanna go here.... i wanna get diving license..!!!! i wanna be a member of PADI!!!! must must must....
my elder sis went there last week(thank for her photo).... she said that side is a haven...!!!! haha... must go must go...

i wanna be here...
crystal clear water

y no hot chicks de?

really beautiful place...

so.... any1 wanna go with me???? i mean the diving course.... haha... i think the whole thing will cost less then 1k... no worry.... its a lifetime experience la.... c'on.... contact me ok?

can we move forward???

Today, i got an email from some1 about the NEP.... well... because of this NEP ah!!!!every1 suffered except those ppl benefit from it!!!!of course.... WTF..... here are parts of the email....

""The Malaysian New Economic Policy (NEP or DEB for Dasar Ekonomi Baru in Malay), is an ambitious and controversial socio-economic restructuring affirmative action program launched by the Malaysian government in 1971 under the then controversial Prime Minister Tun Abdul Razak.

The NEP ended in 1990, and was succeeded by the National Development Policy in 1991. Although the NEP was hailed in some quarters as having reduced the socioeconomic disparity between the Chinese minority and Malay majority, others accused it of having reduced non-Malays to the status of second-class citizens by cementing ketuanan Melayu (Malay supremacy). The NEP is often invoked as part of the Malay Agenda, which is in turn part of the Malaysian social contract granting Malays special rights in return for citizenship for non-Malays.
The NEP's success is a subject of heated debate.

The NEP targeted a 30% share of the economy for the Bumiputra, but according to official government statistics, the NEP did not succeed in reaching this target. Although the policy ended officially in 1990, Malaysians often refer to the NEP in the present tense because many of the tangible economic benefits it offered the Bumiputra are ongoing. In 2005, some politicians from the United Malays National Organisation (UMNO), the leading political party of the governing Barisan Nasional coalition, called for the restoration of the NEP as part of the New National Agenda (NNA).

In 2008, the chief minister of the state of Penang, Lim Guan Eng, made a breakthrough decision whereby he announced that the new state administration will be free from NEP.

The NEP had the stated goal of poverty eradication and economic restructuring so as to eliminate the identification of ethnicity with economic function. The initial target was to move the ratio of economic ownership in Malaysia from a 2.4:33:63 ratio of Bumiputra, Other Malaysian, Foreigner ownership to a 30:40:30 ration.

This was to be done by redistributing the wealth to increase the ownership of enterprise by Bumiputras from the then 2.4% to 30% of the share of national wealth. The 30% target for Bumiputra equity was proposed by Ismail Abdul Rahman after the government was unable to come to a consensus on an appropriate policy goal.
Alongside this redistribution of wealth was the goal of increased economic growth, which was mainly in the form of ISI.

This economic growth would allow the non-Bumiputra share of the economy to decrease, while permitting the growth of non-Bumiputra business interests in absolute terms. In some quarters, this was referred to as "expanding pie theory": the Bumiputra share of the pie would increase, without reducing the size of the non-Bumiputra slices of the pie. This theory was first enunciated in the Second Malaysia Plan.

Officially the term of the NEP ended in 1990. However, much of it remained in effect through other governmental policies; the New Straits Times reported that this was because as of 2007, "the government believes the aim of having 30 per cent Bumiputera equity has yet to be achieved".

In 2006, it was reported that the NEP would be reinstated under the Ninth Malaysia Plan, the ninth in a series of five-year economic plans. Originally, the NEP was replaced by the National Development Policy (NDP), which ran from 1990 to 2000. The NDP was supposed to have then been replaced by the National Vision Policy (NVP), which would reportedly have lessened the aggressive affirmative action of the NEP and NDP.

However, UMNO later called for the NEP to be reinstated.""

haix...an out-dated plan.... but still being implemented!!!! WHY??? unfair lo....

the new CM of penang said that he going to erase NEP from his state... OK....good...he should!!! but his remark cause a damn terrible trouble in penang oh!!!! WHY??? and those ppl involved in the demo is those from UMNO... errm... sense something fishy???

LIM GUAN ENG(new penang CM)

HELL YEAH!!!! mayb this demo was initiated by UMNO oh... y this umno supporters can cause troubles??? oh ya.... y no tear gas being used??? y no water canon with chemical spay at them??? y no attack on those ppl????




SHIT.... well... hindraf being kick on the ass like hell but these ppl from UMNO can take charge of the streets but nothing happen to them... SIEN.... WTF??? no fairness at all....



Fear not!! 2day the paper wrote thaat its ok to demolish this so-called NEP... ya... i agree with this person... of course...!!!! u go out and c those ppl stayiong in big bangalows in Damansara....those ppl drving luxury car on the road... those usahawan!!! MOSTLY ARE MALAY!!!!!


so its not wrong at all if i say that this NEP is a success??? ya... nothing wrong... its a success.... But the statistic never show that~~~ never!!!! y???


Sabah Progressive Party president Datuk Yong Teck Lee is puzzled why there is so much fuss over the New Economic Policy when it has already been superseded by the National Development Policy.no more NEP??.... he say that NEP no more... its NDP lah!!! SHUT UP LA DATUK!!!!!! i know on paper we can say that NEP is over but then really Over??? u ask urself LAH!!!!

Nowadays ppl are more educated lo... no need to lie to us d!!!! y BN never learned from the mistake de??? from this General election result its damn clear that ppl are not happy ma.... y wanna TALK COCK somemore le???

The whole world is developing... but v in malaysia still using the 70's plan!!! haix... somemore wanna talk about wat vision 2020 la....wat developed country la.... wat la...!!!! go sleep and EAT NASI LEMAK better la!!!

Yoh.... so KNS de... discrimination!!!!

Sayonara......Datuk Zakaria Md Deros

wow... this news cun or not cun de???? i also dun know le... only got comfirmation from Politickler...Hopefully this news is real.... hehe...


Former Port Klang assemblyman and councillor Datuk Zakaria Md Deros died d lu.... He died after suffering a heart attack early Tuesday morning.....

Zakaria with his nose hair coming out from his nose

Poor guy... i remembered last year i blogged bout him...haha... can't believe that this time when i blog bout him he actually died d... haix.... kelian....

This cute little controversial 62-year-old politician was dropped from the Selangor Barisan Nasional line-up in the just concluded general election.He should lo...after so many things he did... in port klang he's like a king le.... at least he think so la!!!!

This guy built a damn damn big mansion without appoval.....
He was also found to have not paid the assessment for another property for 12 years....
somemore operated an illegal satay restaurant on government reserve land....
somemore he went and demolished other ppls satay warung!!!!



His mansion was reported to has 21 bathrooms and 16 bedrooms, including 11 that occupied by each of his children, as well as a VIP room, three living rooms, a dining hall and a prayer room. The house also has a swimming pool, several gazebos, an orchard, a two-hole golf lawn, an office, a storeroom, two rooms for maids as well as a wet kitchen and a dry kitche!!!!! WTF~~~hahahaha....

As a councillor monthly paid is only Rm1000++... so... after much calculation by experts(not me lar!!!)...
he need 2 work at least 200 YEARS in order for him 2 has enough money 2 build this 4 stories bungalow~!~!!!! shock???
no need lar.... this is Malaysia lar... Malaysia Boleh!!!!
did anyone ask where he get all his money??? not only him.... others councillor also can afford 2 hav this kind of house.... so now.... anyone ever ask where these bunch of shit get their money from??? i can't say it here or else i going, u know...get sued!!! so...u know... i know.... everyone knows.... no need 2 say out!!!

well.... this guy is dead now.... so.... nothing can be said d.... sayonara Datuk~~~

enjoy ur life in the other mansion.... (errm...in heaven or hell???)

new stuff...

Been buying things lately....

last month i bought this bluetooth handfree after i being "cheated" by my friend... haha... she say that its important to hav it cause i always drive long journey...

so... i ma buy lo...

no bad la... haha... its really useful when u talking for hours in the phone lo...hahaha

last sunday when i was walking in the jusco ipoh i saw 1 jacket in soda.... haha.... and i ended up buying it after asked her.... hahaha..... wat la... spend more money... but i really like the jacket...

then when i told my mum i bought a new jacket she straight away got mad at me cause i already bought 1 earlier.... hahahaha
dun know y it look so different in photo...skill punya pasal la...haix...

a few more things i wanna get for myself..... u c... i din buy a new guitar for almost 3 years now.... that day andy told me that his friend going to UK so he plan to sell his

guitars collection...so i think of buy his yamaha de lo.... hahaha

no... dun say that i got too many guitars d.... i still wan more!!!!!

ya... then next i wanna re-modified my car.... Sport-rim... i saw a nice set d.... but quite expensive so c 1st la...

AND my car audio SUX!!!! changing the player,speakers,box.... n lots more.... OMG.... money money money.....

cannot cannot....going holiday somemore.... must keep some money d.... hehe... damn.....holiday is my priority...haha....

ppl out there....any part-time job for me???i need MONEY la....

no?if no... then i got 1 for u all....

but u must willing to work in a place called KAMPAR as canteen operator.... pay is

good... contact me through email(dan_oyh@hotmail.com) if u r interested....

5 Negeri(State) Tak Nak BN

yoyo... Malaysia election over d.... but with a massive and unexpected results!!!!
BN lost 5 states in what had been describe as the worst result in the history of malaysia.....
Penang,kedah,perak,kelantan and even Selangor dropped to the hand of opposition...

Kelantan & Kedah now under PAS...
Penang & Perak(mayb) under DAP...
Selangor under PKR....

well... cannot say that this is a UNEXPECTED RESULT..... also can't say that this result is a tsunami or wat....

hey... the rakyat finally voice out after so many years.... for the 1st time since 1969 BN formed a gov without a 2/3 majority... this is a good thing.... lets continue this trend and i bet the minority or the so-called minority will live a better life!!!!

C'on.... dun say that v as rakyat din give signals ok?? Hindraf was out making noises d... the rakyat already complaining about the hiking price of the bread and butter already!!!!

i posted an entry bout the situation now about our feeling...5 dalih kenapa tak nak BN.... really... these reasons are some of the few u know???

Ei.... DAP,PAS,PKR....dun be arrogant.... dun think the rakyat already standing behind u ok??? its just a starting for u all.... u all din win anything yet... its time to deliver wat u all had been promising.... IF NOT.... mark my word...NEXT GENERAL ELECTION U ALL WILL LOSS AGAIN....

Ei... BN.... dun be sad either... the rakyat just wanted u to take us seriously...
for those who say u dun need the votes from chinese and indian.... EAT UR WORDS BACK sucker!!!!
if without sabah & sarawak... dream on that u can form the gov again!!!!

BN... its time to treat all equally la... no more close 1 eye... no more bocor.... no more inequality....

hahaaha..... this is a warning call la... dun worry.... if u keep treating us like shit...then u c la... i bet next time u'll lost even more states.... ahahahahaha....

oh ya... for the new MP... the 1 who is damn racist and the relative of our PM.... dun do stupid and talk stupid things... ok??? promise????

A letter to my Dear

Dear,

hi.... its funny to write this to u oh... haha.... a little weird.... i writing this just cause again... i cant sleep 2nite.... really cant... hehe... i know u'll sure get mad at me for no sleeping... but then... the eyes that dun wanna close... its not my fault....

how are u?? been good??? are u happy??? tell u wat.... i not doing so well la... no... really not... maybe i've done to many wrong things in d past d... thats y i deserve all these....

im tired... really.... mayb cause of loving u too much... i know its me that wrong... haha... not ur fault... u din even asked me once to love u... im d 1 who cari pasal...well... cant say that too... loving u is such a happy thing happen to me.... hahaha....

talked to u for 2 hours just now... and wat u said...really make me think... REALLY think hard... wat u said are true... really... but wat i said are true too.... mayb im rushing... mayb i should just let things cool down and let it be.... but then hey... i cant .... really cant.... reason? easy... cant afford to lose u...

u said that time... u need it.... i also understand.... the feel developement thing i understand too...hahaha.... hey... both of us are in real deep shit d la... cause both of us are so hash on ourselves... damn....

arrrhhh.... dear.... i wanna stop the letter d... i've no energy d.... i need to just sit down n stare on the wall.... i write to u some other days la....

No matter wat... u must take care of urself... never make urself suffer... let me do all the suffering... ok?? promise me that u'll b happy no matter wat....

nite nite dear....


-ahxian-

5 dalih(reason) kenapa TAKNAK BN...

Here i got 5 reasons y v dun wan BN... 5 simple reasons.....

here v go....

1st Dalih (Education)

Top 10 universities in South-East of Asia are:

1. NATIONAL UNIVERSITY OF SINGAPORE

2. NANYANG TECHNOLOGICAL UNIVERSITY

3. KASETSART UNIVERSITY

4. CHULALONGKORN UNIVERSITY

5. PRINCE OF SONGKLA UNIVERSITY

6. ASIAN INSTITUTE OF TECHNOLOGY THAILAND

7. CHIANG MAI UNIVERSITY

8. THAMMASAT UNIVERSITY

9. ASSUMPTION UNIVERSITY OF THAILAND

10. KHON KAEN UNIVERSITY

Out of the top 10 ranking South East Asia universities, 2 are from Singapore, and the balance of 8 are from Thailand. Also, on the Top 100list, Thailand has 41 universities, Myanmar 18, Indonesia 14, thePhilippines 13, and Singapore 7.

In Asia, the Top 10 universities are:

1. UNIVERSITY OF TOKYO

2. NATIONAL TAIWAN UNIVERSITY

3. KYOTO UNIVERSITY

4. BEIJING UNIVERSITY

5. KEIO UNIVERSITY

6. NATIONAL UNIVERSITY OF SINGAPORE

7. UNIVERSITY OF HONG KONG

8. CHINESE UNIVERSITY OF HONG KONG

9. NATIONAL CHIAO TUNG UNIVERSITY

10. NAGOYA UNIVERSITY

Out of the Top 10 ranking universities in ASIA, 4 are from Japan, 5 arefrom China, and the remaining 1 is from Singapore. We are also nowherenear the Top 100 universities in Asia. In terms of Global Ranking, None ofMalaysia's universities are anywhere near the TOP 1000 universities.

Thailand, Myanmar, Indonesia,Philippines, and Singapore are way ahead of

Malaysia!!!!

2nd Dalih(Price Hike)

Price of everything incresed like HELL!!!!!!

Petrol..food...bills.....

All rising except ours salary... and by ours is mean that private sectors... public servants got la.... no worry.... BUMI ma...!!!!

3rd Dalih(UNFAIRNESS)

99% of Petronas (the only one petroleum company) directors are Malays, and the former Prime Minister work as Consultant in Petronas

100% all contractors working under Petronas projects must be "bumi's status" (Malay).

0% of non-Malays staffs are legally required in Malay's companies. But there must be 30% Malays staffs in Chinese companies and shareholder. Which this mean non-Malays own company needs to give their property to Malays. And non-Malays citizen can't really own their business

3 millions Indonesians had migrated into Malaysia and became malaysian citizens with bumi's status.600000 are the Chinese and Indians Malaysians with "red I/C" (a temporary identity card) and were rejected repeatedly when applying for citizenship for 40 years. Perhaps 60% of them had already passed away due to old age. This shows racism of how easily Indonesians got their citizenships compare with the Chinese and Indians

4th Dalih (corruption and WASTE money)

how much money gone??? to those dirty Leaders??? tell me la.... the rakyat can see de la...
send lancongsawan go space??? FOR WAT???? use the money for those ppl that need la!!!!

5th Dalih (unsafe Malaysia with lazy Police force)

Dun know la... nowaday Malaysia so unsafe d.... our police only go after those who wanna do peace demo such as Hindraf.... BERSIH... damn....

any news bout those kids??? sharlinie??? nurin died...!!!!

oh... its ok... V GOT MAT REMPIT MA!!!!

got it??? c the thing now??? haix.... pls b fair to us la... v are also malaysian.... ur own ppl... damnit!!!!! KNN..!!!!!

To Love Somebody~~~

Its cute u know... the relationship among people.... hehe....
The 1 u love may not be the 1 u together with... the 1 u hate and dislike may 1 day b e-1....
Well... this is wat v call Fate...

when u love some1.... then mayb... just mayb.... she'll love u back then hell god.... u're lucky...haha.... its true...
the worst nightmare u can get is that she doesn't love u... then u gonna be in hell....
love or not to love is totally up to u... so u can either chose to continue to love her(for some ppl this option mayb stupid)... or u can actually stop loving her....

For me... its no options... its a easy decision actually... haha.... ya... no need to think twice... my option will the option A...that's to love her no matter wat happen....
mayb u'll think that i said that for d sake of my blog... but to tell u... no... no... no... if this kind of situation happen to me... in this case mayb it going happen to me... then i'll do as wat i said just now.... that is to continue to love the girl no matter wat...

I just returned from ipoh... on e way bk to my place kampar i heard this song in e radio that make me to post this entry....the singer say that no matter wat... no matter when.... he still will love his girl... no matter the girl dun love her... as long as he is that its ok d...

and i think that the singer trying to say that the most important thing is that the girl is happy... her happiness is the priority of his life lo.... and to tell U..... i also d same....

i once told u that i'll wont ever mistreat u....to make u happy is my priority....protecting u is my responsibility....loving u is my breathing.... just to remind u that i mean it... i never just simply say something... haha.... even when i drunk i wont simply say things.... so u must hav faith in me... no matter wat happen... i'll be there for u....

Dear god... wat can i do?? except let it be.... well.... i think nothing much.... i'll do my best.... and this is not a promise... this is my love to u... haha.... never change..... u just need to trust me...

hey....if u ever happen to read this... then.... pls... pls...pls.... try to consider wat i told u.... ok??