"kuai le jiu zhong yau???"

Kuai le jiu zhong yau? aka. happiness is the most important?

every decision v make will bring effect on us... the only thing is whether the effect is good o bad...
this also.... happen in relationship....
everyone in this world, every creature need to go through this process called LOVE....

many situation may occur for different ppl/couple....
u can c the most complicated relationship in my own campus whereby the link is like a spider web!!!! wanna know? go to read this

but that's not the only prob....
mayb u'll fall in love with a guy/girl from other religion and race....
this is a bigger prob....
cause you'll face presure from ur parents, family, ur friends, the society.....
but the main enemy is YOU urself.....

LOVE is something very abstract in the sense that different ppl judge and define and face LOVE by their own way.....
ur gf o ur bf mayb hav different view on LOVE....

Y 2 ppl should bother and give a damn on wat ppl thing bout their relationship?
Different race so wat?
i understand u'll face prob... thats for sure....
but do u love him/her?
do u willing to take all those negative comments ppl for sure will give u when u r with him?

mayb some ppl will say love is not everything...
u dun need to suffer so much just because of love....
TELL THIS TO ROMEO AND JULIET!!!
TELL THIS TO LIANG SHAN POK AND CHUK YIN TAI!!!!!!!!!
these are example ppl die because of love.....
dEr... dun care if its fiction o wat la.....
i bet this thing really happen even in this modern days.........

For me... i mean for me....
happiness is the most important thing....
actually i dun really give a damn on ppl de comment de....
u can say im thick face o wat but i can tell u this.... IF u care to much on ppl's comment then 4ever u'll live in ppl's de shadow...U'll do things that ppl wanted u to do and not things u wanna do.....
AS EASY AS THAT......

Different race so wat?
if both are happy with each other then y need to bother bout ppl?
ur parents cant taking care of u 4ever.... nor ur siblings and friends....
the only 1 that might hav the possibility to take care u for a long time is ur love ones.....

so....
m i asking u to go with ur heart?
NO......
go with ur head then....ur heart....
never go with ur heart then ur head cause this will bring DISASTER!!!!!!

wat i trying to say here is this....
u love him/her.... then give it a try..... i din call u go marry ma.... rite? so y so complicated....
"ai jiu ai "......
give it a try lo.....
wont die de ma.....
dun regret something that u never done cause.......
u'll never know wat's the result....
instead give it a try.... mayb one day u'll regret too cause u give it a try but at least...AT LEAST u know the result.......

MONEY not enough~~~

lately im very broke...
money money money dun like me d :(

there're some reasons y im so so broke....
and mainly its because of ME!!!!!!
wakakakaka......

dun know y nowadays i so addicted to buying something......ya... BUYING....
duh....and with BUYING i mean SPENDING and with this....
BUYING = SPENDING = BROKE!!!!!!

haix.....
next sem going to be a very tough and challenging time for me....
financially and studies.... and of course.... xz......

hey hey hey.... dun care la.... now its not the time to play the blaming games.... i can only and only blame myself.... YA...
so... solution.... play damn less for next sem... study damn damn hard...... xoxo xz more.....

The reason i being broke???
hahaha.....
its all bcoz my baby left me....
haix....
i love her so much but then i know that not every love story will last 4ever lo....
from the 1st day v met... i know this relationship wont last.... no matter how deeply i love her!!!!!
so....
being me.... i decided to change my baby.... after tonnes of dicussion with her.....
so now...
For the 1st time in ahxian's blog.... u got to c his baby....

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here u go..... Nokia 6500 slide......

she's sick.... so i sent her to "hospital"......

so so so classy..... this cute 6500s.... this chick cost me rm1.5k 12months ago....!!!!!!!



ok.... now u saw my baby d...
wakakaka....
i still wan my 6500s back... but currenty still at service center....
i hoping theu'll change the main board for me.... then all will be fine:)








in order to make me send my 6500s to "hospital"....
i get another phone......
this time i chose a rather cheap phone....
here u go....


ya.... SE k770i.....(sorry, i too lazy to take pic so i just grab it from net)
this phone is not bad at all....
3.2 MP camera(cyber-shot).... nice and pretty.....

the thing is that i needed 2 phones and the problem is that my old SEw550i i gave it to my 2nd sis d...... so..... wakakakakaka................u guess wat i did next.....

come on~~~~~~~

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ok... i got another phone....
this time i chose this cause i never use it b4....
so i think.... let give it a try.....
so...
finally i buy.....

hello moto....wat a beauty...... its so so beautiful that i used cash to get her~~~~~
ya... motorola RAZR2 V9.... V9!!!!! not v3 not v6 not v8.... ITS V9!!!!!!
wakakakaka.....

here the 2.2inch internal screen.....
not bad.....
althought moto's function is limited....but the design is so wow.....
ok... lets face it.... it only comes with a 2.0MP camera but ok la i tell u....
the camera is better than some 3.0MP phones out there...
and the capture time is so so so fast.... u will not miss anything u wanna capture :)



its so slime also lo.....
hi... xz.....

and and and.... the external screen is a generous 2.0inch !!!!!
it comes with 3 touch sensor buttons...
so damn cool.....
u can view ur pics, play ur music and also view ur video with the outer screen...
with every touch on the touch sensor... u'll feel a soft vibration.... so damn syok la!!!!

now.... i still not yet decides whether i wanna sell my nokia6500s o not....
cause moto's function is really limited....
i need to wait till my baby nokia heals then i decide....
if i decided to continue using my nokia...
then my SEk770i will out for sale :)

isn't that a good news????
ppl out there.... if u wan a SEk770i then pls do call me....
its 3weeks old...
brand new....
handfree,cable,charger all still in the plastic cause i using my old set of acc.....
and price... price will b cheap.... trust me..... :)

berita terkini

well, now having my 3 months holiday......

everything seem fine but it isn't....

trust me....

recently in deep shit...

so how deep is deep?

nose level.... ya nose level....

but then.... good news is that i been working since oct....

ya....

Doing Digi stuff

dude.... but im not yellow man.... hahaha.... shit....
i just selling Digi stuff :)

Digi currenty is the cheapest operator in malaysia....can deny it....
but then DIgi no 3G.... so sad....

for u all out there.... if u wanna find out about Digi... pls call me la.... u all know my number de ma.... no matter where u r... just call me n i will follow u... wakakakakak.....

n handphone also... but then i only sells original handphone.... ya.... ori de.... NO AP set....
so... if u wanna buy ORI handphone then can find me also... ahhahahaha....

shit.... how to settle all those shit?

god bless~~~

MAyday MAyday....country in deep shit

our beloved country is in deep shit now....
damn smelly shit le....
so many things happening and none of it is a good thing!!!!!!! wtf???

the country no more hope....
the rulling government in terrible shape...
the opposition making lots of syok sendiri statements...
the malays say that they dun hav enough....
the chineses say that they given up too much...
the indians say that they never hav anything....

im here.... i wanna say wat i felling now... im a chinese... im a malaysia born chinese.... im a malaysian BY LAW....
wtf????
and now im seeing my country going down the drain....

ok...
let me tell u wat i going to say here....
i wanna try to predict wat going to happen....
then i wanna GIVE the BN some tips...
then i will pray to the god....

Malaysia is a country with many races... we call it multi-racial country...
Mainly consist of Malay,Chinese and Indians.....
ok...
most of us are malaysian BY LAW... meaning that by consituition v r the Rakyat of malaysia....
for me.... im ok for NEP and the Bumi's special rights( NEVER CALL IT MALAY'S SPECIAL RIGHTS)!!!!!!
no prob... to survive in this type of multi-racial country v must give and take....

no problems at all....
the malay happy.... then non malay also happy.... SETTLE....
but then, FUCK.... theres a party call Um-no will always play the racial-card....
they will make the malay felt that they're being mistreat by non malay....and the Um-no will starts to be a damn batu api....
this is wat happen during May13 1969.... THIS IS WAT HAPPEN when Um-no and BN starts to play the racial-card game.....

FUCK u.... im born here... by law im a malaysia citizen.... u cant fucking deny that....
last 2 weeks... i talked to one of my Malay friend, and the conversation takes place after the fucking ahmad ismail made the fucking stupid statement in penang....
i asked him :" hey...kenapalah semua rakyat tak boleh macam kita dua... boleh jadi kawan?"
him:"haix... apa boleh buat... ada hantu memang macam itu la"

wat i predict?
v need another 50 years for this racial problem to settled.... with condition that those sibai leaders stop bring this fucking issue up.......

HERE SOME USEFUL tips for the BN ....

" hey... Bn... u tau tak u going to die d???? pls.... pls change la..... dun la be so so so lansi ok ma???? dun think that v rakyat die de lo......

MCA...
get the fuck out from BN...... take ur 15 Parliment's seats and go.... i dun care u joining PR or not, or u wanna be independent.... i dun care.... ok??? just get the fuck out from BN.... u do nothing in there except giving power and number of MPs for the um-no to be the government!!!!

MIC...
u only got 3 MPs left.... during the next general election do u wan to lost ALL ur MPs????
i bet u sure dun wan.... so... to prevent this happen pls get the fuck out from BN and join with PPP and Hindraf and be a strong Indian's party....
OK???

Gerakan....
wah lao..... wat the FUCK u all doing????
ppl already Open the big mouth and ask u to leave..........
LEAVE LA....
although u now very very in the deep shit but dun be affraid.... u still can survive....IF and only if u get out from BN....

Sabah & Sarawak's MPs....
did BN treated u all well????
did BN gave ur state wat u all deserve???
did BN cares bout u all???
both of sabah and sarawak have a total 45 MPs....damn strong.....
u all think la....
should u all just stay in BN and pretend everything is ok OR just leave BN for the sake of ur state.... U THINK LA........

UMNO.......
stop creating problems...
stop playing with keris...
stop all the lying...
stop all the rasuah....
stop all the fitnah...
TRY to be a good citizen......



the relationship among the different races in this country is very worrying now....
damn tension......
will may13 happen again???
my prediction: NO....
cause no rakyat wanna go though it again....
BUT.... if the govn keep using racial problems to get the attention of the malays....
then...
my prediction: yes... it will happen but started by the Anak buah of BN....

BN.........WONT U EVER LEARN??????????

Mission: "membotakkan" adik Khairil

well....

in uni... v tend to get bored.... thats true...

so when ever v got bored.... then we will find something to do....

sometimes.... stupid things is wat v DID....

wakakakak

so... this time i'll show u wat v did in one rainny sunday morning....

here v go....

ini budak is khairil.... ya.... his famous quote:" 我是马来人可是我的华语比你好很多"
thats mean:" im a malay but i can speak damn good chinese"
dun b suprise this boy is in our Uni SRC as auditor... wah lao....
n for ur info... he used his famous quote during his speech when his running his campaign...knn!

back to the sunday... v were damn boring so he said he wanna go for hair cut and he wanna do bald.... hahaha....
Ok.... so i brought him there and all the works started....

getting ready..... phews....

half way....

i asked the guy to stop there... i said like this look cool and fashion....hahahaha

ini budak then Fuck me.... wat la...

his crying lo..... no la.... hahaha.....

dun know y he so boh song....

mayb too many photo taken....

well... after that... he still not satified with his botak head.....

cause he wan it KILAT KILAT....

ok... so i brought him back to the FAMOUS 1519.....aka the BETA house in order for the master... *cough cough* to clean his head.... hahaha

getting ready to shave his head....wakakaka

shaving cream.... btw.... v wanna make it look like a shit but then ended up it looks like a 8.....

opps.... the master doing his work....*cough cough*....
damn pro man.... ahahaha

finally.... he got his botak licin kilat head.....thanks to master....*cough cough*....
wakakakak

Taiping trip

went to Taiping on 9th and 10th august under Biological society UTAR...

haha....

dun say Taiping is a lame place...

not its not.....

since im the V.chairperson of the organising committee.... of cause i need to go lo........

damn........just look at the photo la......
malas wanna type......

we at the lake garden(from left: kelvin,seng & yong)

khairil & tracy

me and yeewen.... and of course uncle khairil

sanjay,nareen aka superstar and iygaran

kelvin and hong

we at the entrance of the ZOO>.........

long-neck animal......wakakakak..... its a dog?

in the train......or truck.... wat ever.........

bear playing with its' "toy"....wakakakakak

-more pic to be uploaded-

opera mini real good!

i did an experiment....
updating my blog with opera mini using nokia N82....
ermm....
not bad....
FUN....

but the procedure is quite troblesome la....
cause u need to type the word as if u typing sms... so if u plan to write a long entry then god bless la....

i wrote "satu pokok bukit@ last episode using this....
and u all know y its short la....
cause it will take me 4ever....

so im here to clarify something la...
for those who supported that "complicated" story... thanks...xoxo
for those who involve... god bless....

im so sorry i not going to continue the story anymore... cause i want to avoid anymore misunderstanding....

hehehehe....

p/s: sorry that the photo is not clear....

satu pokok bukit @ last episode

Well... Everything is so sad... Haiz... This is the last entry bout this story... And this going to be short... James... God bless u... Cj7... Anything happen... Still brother... Andy... U r out la... Alice... Chose the right guy... Thats all...

This is a story of a................. boy

there is a boy....
with a kind heart...
with a nice smile...
with a pretty eyes....
he is a boy who believe in this : all things happen because its fated, but there's awalys option B....

this boy... ya.... he's a good guy.... treated everybody damn good....
but every1 has a story... he too....

well, he came from a not bad family... good parents and nice siblings... quite well doing....
but then he chosen a wrong path in his life when he is 14 years old...
he joined the world where gangsters rule.....
he learn to b a fighter...
he learn to b a a drinker...
he learn to settle things with force...
he learn to earn easy illegal money...
he learn to b a "tai lou"...
he learn to b bully...
he learn to b a gangster...
he did many things that no one will believe he did it...
he fight...
he bully ppl...
he collects protection fee...
he damages ppl's car...
he burns ppl's house...
he did so many many stupid things...

but when he's 17 years old... he met a girl... his savior...
the girl changed him.... the girl make him to learn to think rationally... the girl hoped he become good....
he did.... although not 100%... but at least he became good at least 70%....
but the girl left him after 2 years... Reason? because the girl wanted a better guy than him... and because he can't transform to be 100% good....

well.... but at least after so many years he managed to got into a Uni... thanks god....

at his 21st b'day... he got his best b'day present because he was being offered to a uni in Australia...
ya... an opportunity to go overseas to study....
but then at that time he fell in love with a girl he really love... a girl he love so much he decided to stay back and be with her...
but.... the relationship din and never will be a success....
he's sad......

ya.... he regreted wat he did...
he really do....

life never seem ok for him,.....
after he left the dark world...nothing seem right for him...
NOThing....!!!!!!!!

he loves rainning days the most... because during rainning days... he would stay under the rain and warm tears will flow down his face....
he'll love rainning days cause no1 will see his tears....

he never been a succesful person....
never been...
ya... his the best drinker among his friends...
but he wanted to b the best student... the best person... NOT THE BEST DRINKER and FIGHTER!!!!!!!!!!

after so many years... he finally got the gut to count how many failed relationship he had....
7.... ya... SEVEN failed realtionship.....
god bless him....

after so many unlucky things happen to him.... he think back... should he go back to the old him?
should him do the things he do best????
he used to be in such a power....
he used to b the 1 ppl listen to...
he used to be the 1 when he say one... few ppl dare to say two...
he used to be "tai lou"....

there's a day when he walk in a corridor...
the corridor was divided into 2 parts....
one is exposed to light... the other 1 is dark,....
he asked himself....
should he walk in the dark... where its comfortable but dangerous....
or should him walk in the lght where its safe but hot????

he asked himself....

recently... he walked in the rain again....
as usual... tears flow down his face....

this time its again because relationship....
a relationship he never should go for it...
a relationship he know he shouldn't got involved but he still do it....
a girl he never should fell in love but he did it........
things he never should do....!!!!!!

-this is story of a ...........boy-

Satu pokok bukit 4

Well, after the camp things seem rite to james....
but alice got sick after the camp... so sad.... James was so worried with her and he bought so many things for her with the hope that she get well soon...
for of ppl out there... the things he buy are only some cheap things... but for him and hopefully alice, its the intention and the love he wanna show to alice....

things seem to getting settle down... BUT NO...
this complicated relationship getting worst from bad!!!!!
actually... alice fell in love with a guy....
but then the problem is that the guy is not from 1 of those in love with her!!!!!!!

suprise??????

ermm... let c... since this guy is the 7th ppl involve... then v just call him CJ7....

this CJ7 is quite handsome but then the problem is that he treats alice like sister only.....

wat going to happen next????
how bout June???
how bout andy after this????

-to be continue-

satu pokok bukit (1 tree hill) part 3- the camping trip

its was a beautiful morning and the birds were singing and flying over the rainbow...
james,alice,and a bunch of friends whet to camping....

well, its a last minute plan therefore, not much preparation were made.....
James as usual is damn missing alice.... and therefore, he were the 1st to reach the meeting point that morning....
But, Alice as being herself, Overslept.... as usual....
thank god their plan still on cause the bus driver were kind enough to wait for them....

the air that morning were very fresh and cooling....
their 1st plan of the plan is to find a nice place to settle down... so, they all went into the jungel to get a camp site....
James, trying the whole day to actually hold alice's hand... but alice seem relunctant to let him do it...

but chance came when alice accidently fell down.... James straight away grabs her hand and EVERYTHING settle....
from that moment onward...james held tightly her hand and never let it go....

but some1 standing far away was damn angry with wat happening...
the guy is actually another guy who likes alice, named Ben....
from the morning Ben trys to get closer with alice but James was there to prevent him....
haha...
and of course, andy were there too....

andy was quite sad though.... but then i believe andy will do something about it....


-to be continue-

whispering pines

Currently : listening to Jonny Horton's Whispering Pines

This entry is being written when im damn piss off....

everything seem to be right for some people....
LOVE....
wat is love???
this is a question ppl ask everyday everywhere....

of course....
some says that love is blind....
some says that love is wat human being live for...
some says that without love, then this world will be just another empty planet....

well, when some1 love some other ppls...
its a good thing though....
cause with love.... everytyhing seem so prefect even if couple were fighting....

ok....
enuf of all these bullshit....

everything seem good for James... but then, anything can happen....
James was so worry.... cause the girl he loves seem hard for him to get....
but then, nothing is impossible... Time will tells us...

can u remember the 1st time u holded the girl u love?
the 1st time u touched her hand?
i bet u all do....

Andy getting tired of this confusing relationship, at least i think....

i told some1 some time ago.... u hav to do alot of things to show u love a girl lo....
i told him i did so so so much for a girl but then the girl still takes thing for granted as in she still believe wat i did was because im her friend.....
well, i also told him that all this is my fault cause i din tell the girl wat i felt until TOO late....
by the time i got the guts to say it all out... her heart already been broken and she already go far far away....

so, im here... urging all ppl out there reading....
pls go tell those u love how u feeling now... dun regret....

as for me... i just going to let the bygone be bygone....
cause i believe in something....
that is :" yesterday is history, 2moro is mystery and today is a gift, that is why its call PRESENT!!!!"
thats wat im believing... thats y i living everyday fully....

alot of ppl ask me....:"
y u everyday also so enjoy life???
i saw u like drink beers and bbq frequently...!"
how u manage ur time???
U got study or not?.... blah blah blah...."

haha... well, i just wanna live my life to the max only ma....
of course i study la....
well, ppl who know me then they'll know....
i study... but i play damn damn harder....
although ppl dun like this type of style...
but wat the fuck.... this my life.... im the 1 control it !!!! u dun like, fuck urself!!!!

some even acted worst....
there is a girl.... staying nearby my place....
she asked my friend...

bitch:" hey, u that housemate driving the NICE white myvi one is a Uni student ah? (wat the fuck? of course im...)he study wat course de?
my friend:" Biotech
Bitch:" u sure or not? he face like that also can study that course meh??

Fuck, u get wat i mean???
never judge a book by its cover lo....
damn.... y nowadays kids so stupid de????

i really really cant stand this type of ppl...

somemore 1 thing.... i dun care wat ppl will say about me... i dun care... i wan to write it down...
i think a month ago... my uni hav this try out fot futsal for this coming sport carnival....
of course i went for it....
and of course i din make it.... cause i know i cant really play well....
BUT FUCK!!!!!!!!
those ppl who organised the thing ALSO CANT PLAY LO!!!!!
y they all in the competition???
FAIRNESS pls....dun la like that.... this will only make the competition lame lo....
u know who u are....
haix.... really dissapointed!!!!!!!

somemore got 1 really fucking rule.... a team must hav a GIRL playing....
wat the fuck????
im not being bias towards girls....
but then if u wan girls to play then just organise another competition for girls la....
u din watch "goal and gincu" meh???

when put a girl in a MEN team then the girl will be damn dangerous lo....
i know la tyhe organiser wanna touch and grab girl's boob.... mch!!!!!!
if u wan touch just go touch la.... or go pay some girls and touch lo....u even can FUCK her la....
but then to hav this rule.... wtf????

ONE WORD FOR U:
KNNBCCB!!!!!!!!!!!!

confusing relationship : part B

continue from last entry....

u c....
as i said b4....
my friends got some serious problem... AND IT GOING TO BE ONE TREE HILL SOON!!!!!!!

Cast:
Alice, the girl
Mr K, Alice's boyfriend
Andy, a guy who likes Alice
James, likes ALice and my friend

and now..... new entry of casts.....

Jane, Alice's friend
Mr J, Jane's boyfriend
Aaron, a guy likes jane

here come the One Tree Hill story!!!!!!!!!!

1st of all,
Alice is a new girl here... she got a bf....
then andy and james likes her.... and going after her....
then now they're involve in this complicated 4-ways relationship....!!!!!!

After that....
then comes a new girl.... jane....
Jane also has BF....
Jane and Alice are both good friend.....
Aaron... a close friend of mine now fell in love with jane!!!!

AND Aaron ASKED ME WAT TO DO????!!!!

hahahahahahaha.......

u understand wat i wanna say?????

it going to be so so so such a drama soon..... wakakakaka....

should i laugh now???? i also dun know le..... wakakakaka....

SERIOUSLY GUYS..... CHILLLLLLLLL
DUN INVOLVE IN SUCH A CONFUSING AND COMPLICATED RELATIONSHIP LA!!!!!!!!!

life sucks?

wow.... damn.... house connection really got big problem!!!!!!
i cant on9 for the last 3 weeks d.... wtf?????

well.... officially im back from grid... hahaha.... i mean.... ya... most of the problems solved...
still.... some problems cant really settle... so wat to do??? dun care la....

i just pumped my car just now.... FUCK.... the price of petrol still the same lo.... mch!!!!!!
eh BN and Pak Lah,..... damn u la.... price of the world crude oil already decrease le...!!!!! u promised to reduce the price ma.... now???? why wait till 1st sept????
fuck..... u know.... i really waiting for the day for the by-election in permatang pauh le.....

i really dun understand 1 thing.... y those VIP(very idiot ppl) must use police excort when they're on the road????
y cant they just follow the rules and follow the flows????
fuck....
tell u 1 case....
i was driving back to melaka on last saturday..... after so many hours of driving and tired.... suddenly a FUCKING police motor came in front of me and SLOW DOWN.... knnmcb....
i kena brek like fuck lo.....
u know y??? cause behind got 1 dun know where de SULTAN wanna go.... wah lao..... u think wat????
who the hell are u le????? u are just so damn lucky to be born in the family lo..... if not i bet u sure will work as JANITOR in some cafe lo!!!!!!

y??? y VIP need all thesse????? dah la the trafic is damn heavy... somemore they wanna make the situation worst..... REALLY STUPUID>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>!!!!!!!!!!!

haha.... last 2 days a friend asked me.... how if u fell in love with a girl u not supposse to???
wat a question lo.... hahahhaha..... well, i told him this :-
love is blind.... nothing can change the natural law.... once u fell in love.... the u will c ur partner as an angel no matter wat..... just like the song "when a man loves a woman"

but then.... my friend continued asking.... he say that the girl now has a bf.... and in the same time a friend of his also likes the girl... now... should he go and join the party???
confusing???
ok..... here the thing....
Alice has a bf...but andy likes her and the james who is my friend and also andy's friend also lieks her.... FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
understand>?????
this is call a really damn relationship....
well, i told my friend this....
just go back and think la.... i also dun know wat to do.,....

SO.... u all got any suggestion for james?????

PLS help him....

p/s: Alice,andy and james are all fake names.... hahahahahaha.......

Out from the grid for 24 hours

I am so disappointed....
i can blame the weather...
i can blame the stupid system...
i can blame the court....
i can blame my team mates....
i can blame the referee...
i can everyone!!!
i can even blame the world....
NO....
NO....
NO....
this time... its me....
i gonna blame ME....
i gonna put the blame on myself....
cause its my own problem.... yes.... its me that din do my best....

haix.... dun know y.... since coming to Uni... everything seem not right to me...
2 years... nothing seem to be a success for me... haix...

well, Thomas edison once said this when he finally found the way to make bulb after 1000 times failure... he said:" i did not fail for 1000 times, but i found 1000 ways not to make a bulb"...
thats him... optimistic person.... dEr...

another chinese saying :" failure is the mother of success"....

well.... sometimes failure will act as water to put off the fire in u....

haix... since the last 2 years.... i fail almost everything i did.... md...
i really disappointed with myself....
u c... for this past 2 years...
my study so so only...
my love life SUCKS....
my financial status critical...
my knees pain like hell till i cant sleep at nite...
my left toe like wanna broke only.... damn pain...

ppl expect me to be happy and laughing for 24/7...they expect me to bring laughter to them every singel day.... sometimes im a good pretender... i can pretend that im happy... but pls guys... im human too.... same as u all... dun la expect me to do things that u cant even do... pls... dun expect me to be prefect.... cause now im in deep shit... i wanna save myself b4 its too late...

damn tiao... haha.... i really wanna laugh at myself.... so pity....
my confident level only above the ankle level only lo....

I WANNA BE OUT FROM THE GRID!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: thats y im taking today... this 24hours to stay away from everything... to just damn give me some space.... pls dun sms/call/msn/ wat so ever way to communicate with me... pls let me alone... FOR AT LEAST 24 HOURS....

SRC kiss goodbye

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wow.... its a damn good experience lo... haha....
SRC aka student rep committee... UTAR had its SRC election last month... Perak campus was the most active campus in the sense that 6 teams joined that election...
AND im one of them lo... me and my team mates all did our best~~~~

In this SRC election, i took up and contested for the Vice chairman post...
well... eventually i lost la.... to a more popular guy.... i lost but my pride still standing high!!!
as i said... i LOST but stil standing and i will still ROX!!!!!!!!! HELL YEAH!!!!!!!

anyhow... 3 out of 7 of my team mates won their respective post....
kahyee who contested for Chairman post won, kharil who stood for the auditor post won and last but not least Clement wong won the FSET Rep post...
congrats guys.... hope u all keep up the good work....

its not easy to do all this... seriously... from forming team, preparing,banners,campaingning and finally THE ELECTION DAY... all these are damn tiring....
for this SRC thing, i only get to sleep for average 3 hours for 15 days... YA!!! 15 damn days... wahlao... damn tiring...

haha... well... its wat v need to do lo... cant complain much also... hehe....

but i got some bad experiences la...
well, even before the campaign period started... rumours alrealy hot in the air d... md...
ppl started to spread rumours and asked not to vote to me... mcb.... all sort of thing la...

the worst is that after i know i lost d... another rumours started...
ppl started to tell me that got ppl sabotaged my campaign... some of them are my TEAM MATEs and some are my friends.... haha.... the 1st reaction i gave them when they told me bout all this is:"oh...ya ah... well... all over d... just fuck them la"

but at least during this src things i knew more and more friends lo....
haha.... at least i know i got ppl supported me ma....wakakaka.....

i told me supporters and team mates... win or loss is nothing... the most important thing is to win the heart of students and also win the posters war!!!
important thing is to ROX during campaign time and it turn out that it is true... WE were the
most colourful team during campaign period...

thanks to all my friends to support me during my speech...haha... i know the speech was ROX!!! hahaha... thanks for all ur response and support.... wakakak....





my team's mobile board with our faces on it...hehe... S.E.R.V.E , thats out team names :)



my damn hardcore supporters... thanks guy...(form left: nareen,CM,iyngaran,seng)


my team mates.... haha....thanks for fighting 2gether...
(from left: kahyee,kharil,rachel,clement,eng aunn,sam and ME)

damn... our nice small little small flag... haha.... damn... v did bout 1000 of them BY HAND!!!!
so nice...

campaign period.... and of course... i brought all my KUMAs to our boot to support us... hahaha... WHOLE Kuma's family were they lo... so cute....
pssh... the girl on the left damn cute lo!

ACTING!!!!! #$%@

our posters haha...

this is a gift from one of the hardcore supporter... so cute and lovely.... touching...

happy KUMAs family..... Kuma:" v support ahxian... v love him so much"

haha... here m i... with my kuma-kuma.... haha....

well... banners and posters war!!!!!


i would like to dedicate this entry to all my supporters... although i lost... i promise i will do wat i i promised... "i promise, i deliver"!!!!

i also would like to say im sorry to all of u that voted me... im sorry as i lost and dissapointed
u all....

i would like to thank all my supporters and also all who helped me during my election time... really thank u all....
without u all.... i wont even join the SRC...
without u all.... i wont even hav time to finish all works...
without u all... i wont have the guts to stand and give a damn ROX speech...

thanks to all my hardcore supporters for staying up with me for 15 nites....
thanks to 1519... thanks for letting me to use our house as my base...
thanks to my team mates... without u all... no way v can got this far...
thanks to angie for staying to listen to my speech...
thanks to ahseng,christ,kelvin,cm,iyngaran, for helping me as though u all were standing for the election!!!!!!!!!! THANKS......

KISS GOODBYE SRC.....

recently... i started to keep fishes in my house.... hahaha....
here are some pics la.... later only i give all the details....

Talent Time

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ok.... this is the Utar Kampar 2008 MAY in take Talent Time Night....

wow... sound cool???
ya... its a damn good event and a really nice and organized event....
kudo to all the committee that spend countless days and nites to get this event a GOOD and DAMN ROX 1!!!!!!!!!!!


aiyah...
i got involve la... but only as a SMALL stage crew la... nothing to show off...
wakakaka....


u know... my friends ask me...
"eh... u always is the organiser ma... y now u in UTAR always be small small post de??"
well... wat to do... this is the system of UTAR do things lo...
Friends pull friends... wakaka....
anyhow... i told them this stupoid thing:" a good leader must also be a good follower!"
haha... thats y i go for helper post...
haha...
this is just to talk Co*k la.... hahah....

well.... here we go...

Dance club members... damn cool le... love them...

winner of this edition of Talent Time... Duyou & Ash....
they sang The Red Jumpsuit - Your Guardian Angel... damn nice la...

bunch of crazy ppl as me... haha...my lest side is Jason... 2nd runner up... the B-Box man!!!!

i LOVE this pic so damn much.... i look so CUTE man... "pluek"hahaha
this pair is twin... 1st runner up... dancer...

night view in UTAR....

preparation work.... so tiring...

the stage...

1 day b4 D-day.....

my Friends... all helpers.... ROX......(sorry for my hand...)

last but not least... this white shirt guy is BEN!!!!!!!!!