CNY!!!!

Yahoo!!! CNY is coming...la la la la... haix... no money la... so it wont be a very happening new year d...
hehe... everytime CNY is here...its going to be GOOD... haha...

New year resolution that i planned during 1st Jan is still under process...well...still very much in the damn early process...

so... wat should i do??? errm... a very serious think to think off... but then i think i'll stick to the normal stuff i do la...no drastic changes...

So... this are the things i normally do lo...

CNY eve
normally i'll go clubbing la... normally after 12am cause i need to pray...haha...so this year i think no more PureBar cause the manager really pissed me off last time~~~
so..i think i'll going to this new bar that i like very much...Eleven...
but then i need to slow down a bit with all this alcohol d la... haha...

DAY 1 CNY
ok...this day is normally started with a very over damn boring trip to grandma house and those dun know whos' house...

but then afternoon then i will go meet up the kawan-kawan lama yang sama jahat lah... haha... this the time v meet up and do normal stuff la... normally is to drink AGAIN and of course earn some money la... haha..

then nite is the normal family dinner...
then after that oh... i also not sure cause last year i went clubbing...so this year i dun think i'll do that because no money... so maybe i'll go to dun know... out la...

DAY 2 CNY

well... this day normally got nothing to do cause my grandma from mother side had past away d... OMG... grandma... i miss u so... love u damn muchie... hope u're happy upthere....
so this year i think v'll stay at home lu...but for me i think i sure not staying home de la cause i need to go c some of my friends... i cant really let them come my house cause my house is too small so they might RUTUHkan my house... hahahahaha...

THen nite usual lo... damn typical!!! i think going clubbing cause my DR Lee i think is back from Johor d... haha... so another nite with alcohol... DAMN!!!

DAY 3 CNY

normally do some visiting lo... nothing much can be done... BUT THEN... Dinner for 2day is the most TULAN de cause need to hav it with the family from my father side... haix...boring nite.... (n to tell u all... they really cant sing K but then insist to sing de lo... damn geli)

DAY 4 CNY

stay at home and pretend to be a good boy...need to at least stay home for a day cause if not my mom WILL GO REALLY MAD!!!!!

DAY 5 CNY

haix... drive back to KAmpar lu... haix...

so... this is roughly my plan la... typical plan... hahaha....

Pretender?

Location: Sky-online,Kampar
Wheather:Raining + chill
Mood: Down.Disappointed,Angry(maybe)

Today should be a very happy day for me… but unexpected things happen sometimes… Well… 25th of Jan… a day that I’ll remember for a long long time…That day was such a wonderful day… every story should ended in a nice ending… but for me… no… No…

Day1
Were so happy… all seem going to end well… I know u know wat I knew…so u let me do it… I did it and u seem happy with that… I thought its already works and this will be a lovely story after 10 years time… I really thought so… I thought will be happy together… Was happy and swear that I’ll do my best….

Day1 night
Still very much happy and smiling...talk and talk and talk… happy….dun wanna stop….

Day2
Dun know what u doing … asked and get the answer… still in the stage where I still drunk in the world with all all all u…

Day2 night
No news from u…

Day3
Still no news from u… waiting for u to come back… but no news… worry and a bit sad…Hope to get ur news soon…. Anxious…

Day3 night
Still no news from u… very worried and very very worried… sad sad sad….

Day3 late in the night
FINALLY got ur news… but too late… something had happened….lost u…. damn….

Today….
Everything going to be fine,I told myself… but no… never going b the same again… never… I already devoted and make my stand… but then u still not telling me... will u ever tell??? I dun know… I need to tell u… 2 years is not a short time… not long also… but then to ask 2 years from me is a little bit selfish of u…dun u think so?? I’ll try to be as usual as possible…. But to smile while the heart is bleeding is not a easy thing to do… but I did it this morning… all because of u….. will do it everyday till I get used to it… 2 years…. Dun u think its too much to ask???

I wonder how I wonder why… I walking in the rain to clear my mind… no use….hinder’s lip of the angel song is now my nightmare….

Tomorrow
Will act as usual… im a real pretender… I know that… even my best friend was fooled by me so I think Im a good actor… yes… im….

Where to find truth??

Well...i watched a Hongkong drama a few days back... the story is about the lawyers... 1 of the so-called "top lawyer" in the show said this:
"Court is not a place to find truth,its a place of evidences...."

i took sometime to understand this statement... And its a truth!!!! no way courtroom is a place for u to get the truth... y i say so??? cause always those rich guy with tonnes of money will WIN~~~~

i personally consulted my personal Lawyer(although she is still a undergrad in LLB but then in a few years time she'll will be a lawyer...) haha... ya right... she's my sister...
so i asked her:"wat do u think about getting truth in court??"
Damn... and u know wat she answered me???
she said:" BULLSHIT!! Court is not a place to find truth!!!"

OMG... i think this is the reality....

How many cases in malaysia that the innocent ppl lost??? How many cases in malaysia those bad guys WON????HOW MANY???? COUNTLESS!!!!

To take a few examples...
1) Canny Ong Murderer is still alive...
2)Norin case still unsloved and the ANIMAL is still wondering around...

haix... lazy to write d... so MANY....

back to the topic... y i said court cant provide us the truth??

Go to Lingam's case.... haha.... teruk man this guy...
few months back,he doesn't want to admit he's d guy on the video clip....
few weeks back he said :"sound like me,look like me but cant comfirm its me"
few days back he said:" no,i dun hav the former CJ's number...how the hell i can call him?"(in the fact he went holiday with him!!!)
but yesterday he said:" no la... i just bullshiting in front of them!!!"

WTF... in said all this in the court!!!! twisting the facts~~~ dEr...
so tell me... wat is the truth???

So??? can we trust our system??

Toilet... mana toilet???

SHit.. malaysian style... when u wanna shit then only u start to look for toilet!!!

haix... all not proactive!!! everytime no prevention!!! only tryinng to find solution!!!! wat the purpose when something had bad already happened???

n ppl are telling us that prevention is always the best medicine... haha... but nothing is done to prove this right by our Gov...!!!!(mayb is because our Health Minister din take enuf prevention steps!!! wakakaka....)

In malaysia... u need ppl to be killed,kids to be rape and murdered,school to be burned down,politician to be murdered and all sort of sad sad cases only the Gov will take action!!!!

Haix... Nurin is already dead... and now sharlinie is disappear.... NOW ONLY THOSE IN THE OFFICE WANNA MEETING AND TAKE ACTION!!!!

Statement below is being reported in the star website

"The Education Ministry is looking into the possibility of installing closed-circuit television cameras (CCTVs) to beef up security in view of the recent child kidnapping cases.
Referring to the case of the missing five-year-old Sharlinie Mohd Nashar, Education Director-General Datuk Alimuddin Mohd Dom on Monday said, "Schools that can afford to install CCTVs should do so at strategic areas of their compounds."

wah lau eh... now only wanna so this kind of action....????

Damn... i remembered that laaaaaast time when Canny Ong was being Raped and Killed in shopping complex this rulling is already out!!!! but y only limited to shopping complex??? y not school??? y not playgrounds??? y not!!!!

OH may god... if only those cctv were installed earlier.... then these kids will b safe~~~~ *sob*

so ppl in office!!!!! listen up... pls dun just sit there n heboh-heboh things that will hurt our community!!!stop the racial problems.... stop wasting the tax-payers money... stop every useless things u all doing NOW!!!! v now facing a more serious and lethal problem!!!!
So, lets work 2gether so that out country will b a safer place... STOP saying Melayu,Cina,India!!! STOP... lets work as BANGSA MALAYSIA so that these children will have a better place to live....

OK????

UnPEACEful Malaysia~~~

Our malaysia-used to b peaceful place to live... but lately... NO MORE<>!!!!

Now... the Mat Rempit are imune to the law...even they bang a police down also no problem...Pemuda Umno send this group or should i say this species of animal to north pole... and planning to use them during this coming election.... oh my god!!!! damn u all... are u BLIND??? can't u all see the damage they'll do???

idiot mat rempit!!

Children are also not safe d... no place is safe for kids to play now...

Nurin was taken from Pasar Malam... and the monster did a very cruel thing to her!!! F u dog... she's only a little kid!!!!

Poor Nurin

Then lately... five-year-old Sharlinie was also taken away... this time from the playground...

FOR THE ONE WHO DID IT...PLS RETURN THE POOR GIRL BACK!!!!

Sharlinie's sister pleading for her sister release...

Hindraf...a group that been labeled as troble maker... actually they are not so deadly la.... if compare with Mat Rempit then the level is same same la... but then Hindraf leaders sent to ISA but mat rempit still rules the road... so where's the law??? discrimination!!!!!

Hindraf in front of the pudu jail...
Tenggaroh state assemblyman Datuk S. Krishnasamy gunned down!!!! wah lau eh~~~ a politician gunned down... dun know when malaysia will has her own suicide bommer~~~haix....

Datuk s.krishnasamy

Dr Chua made a homemake sex video... haix....

Dr Chua S L

A co-ed school becomes a Not co-ed school...

haha... so not peaceful so not safe nowadays.... so... i hope all will be careful and dun let these sad things happen to us....

life in KamPar....

Location: UTAR Kampar computer lab

Weather: Sunny

Time :12.15pm

Mood :STONE

well...got so many things to share with u all but then the internet connection here...!!!!haix... tarak!!!! Even the DAMN EXPENSIVE so-called Westlake house also dun have connection!!!! so lately i cant update my blog lu....

anyway... life was simple and BORING over here... no offence but u all need to excuss me cause i already too familiar with city life....

Met alot of new friends here... and also those old friends from PJ... unexpected things happen... something still remain the same... I STILL THE SAME ME~~~~ so basically NO CHANGE...WAkakakakak....

haix... the lectures here are all those old old and weird weird de... maklumlah.... all PhD holder(head damage d)... i still cant find lecturer like Mr Ong,Ms Wong and Prave to name a few... mayb because of the age la...And also u CAN NEVER FIND a SEXY+HOT de lecturer here... NO WAY!!!!

Still not yet really explore the kampar town... NO time ma... cause most of my time wasted in SLEEPING.... wakaka... but will start doing my usual routine soon....
(My usual routine: 1)yamcha till early morning
2)go kai kai
3)do everything except studying...cause still early to study la...
4)make more friends
5)Futsal and badminton and snooker....

Well... Photo will be updated soon cause i left my pendrive in my car n i dun feel like walking there to take it... so wait for next time la....

Opps... sorry gang... the bbq in kampar need to be cancel la... i try to change the date la.... ok.. dun worry... the gathering will still on... just the date and time will b a issue... wakaka
Paiseh Paiseh...

P/s: oh ya... today is my mom's birthday la...haha.... so la pls wish my mom a happy birthday and may god bless her la!!!!wakaka

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!!!

Option A or Option B??

Life is all about making choices and decision... every single minute u need to make a choice...
Some decision will not bring any great effect on u but some will....

So... when given 2 options: option A and option B... wat should u do???
Situation 1
If ur friend offers u a stick of Dunhill, then u hav 2 options
option A: to accept
option B: to decline

Situation 2
If a guy confess that he loves u.... then u hav 2 options
option A: to accept his love
option B: ask him go to hell

so... its always about making decision....

in my life... i've been making lots of decision...my parents give me absolute power to decide my own life....(i've made a few decisions that i regretted now!!)

but now... i face a really big question mark.... Should i go or should i just stay where i am?? wat should i do??
if i go... then i'll leave for 3 1/2 years... to a place that is so unfamiliar!!! so so far away.....
but if i stay... i might regret with my decision in 5 years time...
is this an opportunity or wat??? i dun know... really dun know~~~~

so wat should i do???

haix... if only u ask me to stay... then i'll surely stay... although that nite u did ask me to stay but then i need u to tell me once more... another time....
i dun know whether u know that ur words are very important to me or not... i not sure that u know that i care for u or not... maybe u think that im fooling around with u... but i wanna tell u that im NOT!!! i care for u very much...
Everytime u were sad, im crying in my heart...
Everytime u try to smile when u're hurt... my heart bleed!!

so, a word from u... then i'll stay by ur side 4ever...

gosh!!! go or no go... i must make this decision soon...