:)

:)
2day i can smile...
not that i won lottery or toto or magnum or anything...
but the truth is that i lost something...
u sure asking now wat the heck the ahxian thinking right???

i lost something i care really much...
i got the answer i looking for, although its not wat i wan and wat i ask for... but at least i got the answer... an answer that will put all back in peace...
all will go back to square 1.... all will start from the beginning....

I lost something i love but i gain back something that really important...FRIENDSHIP....
at least la... at least...

I smile is not that im not sad or wat so ever... its because a big STONE in my heart is finally been put down... Relieve....

*SMILE+tears*

p/s: hey, i wont look back in anger.... u 2....

Happy Mother's day

HAPPY MOTHER"S DAY LO....

this is a day to like actually thanks ur mom lo....
but then, pls treat ur mom good for 365days la.... :)

PIANG!!!破了

5 mins back.... "piang"~~~~
the voice was so loud! so loud that i had to cover my ears...
but the voice was so deafening that i was so blur.... it kept coming...
and i relised that the voice comes from within myself...
ya... WITHIN... n im not suprise at all... cause the heart was broken ONCE again....

2days back got a call from one of my friend... haha... i really doubting that she's from earth lo....mayb she was from mars le... hehe... well, she asked and told me something that are very important for me... at least for this very moment lo...
here's part of our conversation(some in chinese la)

Friend: hey... ok or not??
Me : y ask? i something wrong meh?
Friend: Ya la... just now c u also wan die die de pattern!
Me : Haix... got bit problem la... but ok de la... btw... y call?
Friend: just wanna ask u ma.somemore miss u.(this "miss" word is contain no weight at ALL!)
Me : Tiao la...miss ge lan!
Friend: *&x?@... u wan die ah!
Me : @#$:?..... dun use vulgar words on me!!
(yes...v use all sort of vulgar words in conversation.And yes... Friend = SHE!!!)
Friens: So u sad la?
Me : Bit bit la...

Lame conversation continued for another half an hour...

Friend: 死了都要爱?
Me : Dun know le...haha... wat a stupid Question u asking oh!!!!
Friend: yala... MD... 死了都要爱?
Me :Ya...死了都要爱!!!!
Friend: haix... dun know u la....

lame conversation continued...

Me : ok la... wan sleep liao... bye
Friend: ok... nite
Me : Somemore?
Friend: huh?? wats more....
Me : @#$%>....
Friend: @#$%&.....oh ok ok ... remember d!I MISS U! enough?
(told u the "Miss" word no weight at all-_-")
Me : ok ok... good good
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back to now....
just wanna ask la....

hey...
actually wat happened le???
i really blur lo.... really dun know anything... mayb im too unsensative d or im too stupid lo....
i remembered few weeks back all were OK de le... everything was fine and happy le...
y suddenly all this coolness ne??

I did something wrong?? then just tell me...
I forgot something??? then just remind me...
I said something wrong?? then just correct me...

c'on... just wanna know....
no matter wat, all i need is u to be honest to me lo... just tell me wat happen and i'll do wat is needed... even the final move.... that's is to say byebye...
Is this too much to ask???
im just asking u to tell me lo.... just be honest with me...
i dun wan things to just happen... i dun wan it just goes by eventhough i dun realise it lo...
hope u understand....

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i once said :" truth is painful but lies are worst"....
well, its very very true...
Although sometimes truth are painful but at least we will know it and learn to live with it...
But then for lies... although the lies are meant for good lies but it will somehow someday make the person suffer also... and this will be worst!!!!
Cause the person now need to learn to live with the truths and also the lies..... how can???

:) OR -_-" OR :(

Back in melaka...
busy checking out the stuffs for mother and father's day....
im worried that i cant be in melaka for father's day so i ma get present for my dad 1st lo...
Anyway.... massage chair is in my mind now... -_-"
(damn expensive man....but for parents can la)

sent my car to fixed d... 2moro might get bk d....

to ah girl:-
im sorry....wat i said/did are all stupid things that shouldn't happen.... i wont give up on u or should i say us.... so i just wanna say that, pls dun give up on me...
i might acted weird or watever.... just that...dun go away... :)
sorry... ok?

无言的结局

可能放弃是最好的选择....
我不知道...

对你好...
深爱你...

你要的不是我给的...
我能给的全不是你要的...对吗?

我爱你,这是每个人都知道啊....
你爱我... 连我都不肯定啊!!!

勉强是没有幸福的...
我知道....

你要离开,我知道很简单...
没有理由,我也能自己走....

要你煮晚贩给我... 你说不...
可是煮给别人.... 你又从不说不....

可能放弃是最好的选择....
我选择....放弃

不要教我要过的比你幸福!!!!
不要说你会为我祈祷!!!!

你要走...请你忘了我...

放弃... 我选择放弃

Bad luck... AGAIN!!!!

Ermm... so should i be happy??? Since my Final ended d... and of course my sem break starting from this very moment... i should be happy rite... ok la... im happy.... :) i guess... -_-"

so i smilling now~~~~

This sem's final was my Best preparation but it turn out to be my worst performance.... dun know y... mayb its really too hard... i now just hope that i can get ok ok de result lo.... dare not to think of scoring le...
Hem... mayb i study too little d... or my ENGLISH TOO TERRIBLE D..... wtf?!
the time spent on study this sem is quite limited i think... should be more hardworking next sem... must must must....


Currently im back in Damansara now.... kota Damansaro to be exact...
I think i'll spend few days here la... maybe monday i'll go back to melaka.... dun know le...
so so wanna go karaoke... but then no legs le... sien... super sien...
Actually suppose to meet up with Andy at Thaiclub but then our Mr. Dr Lee going back to Melaka to do something IMPORTANT oh~~~ so v ma cancel the plan lo~~~~

Later must go for the Famous "hok kian mee" in kota damansara d... haha... so long din eat d...
so miss it....haha...

Wahlau.... still remember i said i going rantau abang for my PADI license.... but then now.... haix... i think i need to postpone the plan d lo....
REASON:-
1) Money NOT ENUF LE...
2) Cant get ppl to follow me...
3) i joined my uni's orientation program as facilitator, so need to report back to Uni 1 week earlier.... :) (so gonna torture those junior)

wat to do... postpone lo...

Lately damn Shui le... damn bad luck...
MY CAR GOT BANGed BY AN IDIOT!!!!
tmd,ccb,knncbb.....


For ur info i just fix my front and back bumper lo!!!!

See the damage the idiot done to my car~~~ wtf?!

Haix... and the worst part is after he banged my car he straight away go for his dinner.... Then he asked his Gf(i supposed) to send a sms to my housemate to inform him that he banged my car...
C'on la... if u bang my car then just press the Door bell and tell me la... JUST SEND ME A SMS??!!! wat kind of attitude le???

Nowaday kids ah... terrible...!!!!

so bad luck le...
Sending my car to fix after i got back to melaka and i damn will send the bill to that Idiot lo!!!!

i miss u le... how?