This is a story of a................. boy

there is a boy....
with a kind heart...
with a nice smile...
with a pretty eyes....
he is a boy who believe in this : all things happen because its fated, but there's awalys option B....

this boy... ya.... he's a good guy.... treated everybody damn good....
but every1 has a story... he too....

well, he came from a not bad family... good parents and nice siblings... quite well doing....
but then he chosen a wrong path in his life when he is 14 years old...
he joined the world where gangsters rule.....
he learn to b a fighter...
he learn to b a a drinker...
he learn to settle things with force...
he learn to earn easy illegal money...
he learn to b a "tai lou"...
he learn to b bully...
he learn to b a gangster...
he did many things that no one will believe he did it...
he fight...
he bully ppl...
he collects protection fee...
he damages ppl's car...
he burns ppl's house...
he did so many many stupid things...

but when he's 17 years old... he met a girl... his savior...
the girl changed him.... the girl make him to learn to think rationally... the girl hoped he become good....
he did.... although not 100%... but at least he became good at least 70%....
but the girl left him after 2 years... Reason? because the girl wanted a better guy than him... and because he can't transform to be 100% good....

well.... but at least after so many years he managed to got into a Uni... thanks god....

at his 21st b'day... he got his best b'day present because he was being offered to a uni in Australia...
ya... an opportunity to go overseas to study....
but then at that time he fell in love with a girl he really love... a girl he love so much he decided to stay back and be with her...
but.... the relationship din and never will be a success....
he's sad......

ya.... he regreted wat he did...
he really do....

life never seem ok for him,.....
after he left the dark world...nothing seem right for him...
NOThing....!!!!!!!!

he loves rainning days the most... because during rainning days... he would stay under the rain and warm tears will flow down his face....
he'll love rainning days cause no1 will see his tears....

he never been a succesful person....
never been...
ya... his the best drinker among his friends...
but he wanted to b the best student... the best person... NOT THE BEST DRINKER and FIGHTER!!!!!!!!!!

after so many years... he finally got the gut to count how many failed relationship he had....
7.... ya... SEVEN failed realtionship.....
god bless him....

after so many unlucky things happen to him.... he think back... should he go back to the old him?
should him do the things he do best????
he used to be in such a power....
he used to b the 1 ppl listen to...
he used to be the 1 when he say one... few ppl dare to say two...
he used to be "tai lou"....

there's a day when he walk in a corridor...
the corridor was divided into 2 parts....
one is exposed to light... the other 1 is dark,....
he asked himself....
should he walk in the dark... where its comfortable but dangerous....
or should him walk in the lght where its safe but hot????

he asked himself....

recently... he walked in the rain again....
as usual... tears flow down his face....

this time its again because relationship....
a relationship he never should go for it...
a relationship he know he shouldn't got involved but he still do it....
a girl he never should fell in love but he did it........
things he never should do....!!!!!!

-this is story of a ...........boy-